1.Smashed Into Pieces
Never again. I l slit my throat with the knife I pulled out of
my spine. Maybe when you find out that I dead, you l realize
what you did to me. And if my lungs still let me breathe, would
you be there for me？ If I can make myself believe, I l give you
back what you took away. No, I won let it go. Douse myself in
gasoline. So don save me when you come into the fire. I rather
die than have to see your smile. You made me swear. I can sleep.
Realize all these things that you took from me. Smash my heart
into dust. Suffocate my mind. Tear at me from inside. Smash
apart what you created. How can I ever stop you from crushing my
soul？ It was yours to begin with.
2.Red Light Pledge
The ending the same, past mistakes that you made come back to
haunt you. I made a mistake; I wish I could take back everything
that I did. I wanted to tell you, I really did. But how do I
explain this？ Promise me you will be there until the red light
will change. I would wait forever. Promise me you will stay here
until the darkness will fade, I wait for you.
3.Giving Up
I used to make the light shine for you. The sun has left my sky.
Velvet walls surround my sorrows. I e sacrificed my pride. You e
giving up on me. I e laid myself to sleep tonight. I know you e
played out everything in your mind. And now you throw it all
away. A shattered memory that you would stay, through thick and
thin with me. You e giving up on me. And when you feel the pain,
I wishing I could stay. How can I say I love you back, you never
made me happy. You e laid yourself to sleep, I never said this
wouldn hurt. You gave up everything; I never said I give it
back. I know you l never change; I won be good enough for you. I
know, you l make it through, I l never be around to see.
4.November
Fragile leaves hit the ground. The cold air drifts into my
lungs. I see your face through the fog. Reminds me of the dreams
you lost. I can see it in your eyes. You e broken down; your
hands are tied. I can feel it in my side. Over and over and over
I e tried. You e broken down; your hands are tied. And I know
you cannot hide. Over and over and over I e tried. It broke my
heart. It felt so good to see you. I e never been one to put my
trust in. When did I become so weak, or have I always been？ I
can put all this back in place. This gaping hole in my chest is
filled with deceit. I fear that all my cries fell upon deaf
ears. I caress flesh with severed nerves. I go veiled in
darkness and disease. This November swallows me whole. And this
may be the closest thing that you l ever receive to an apology.
I close my eyes and I can see you dead.
5.Last Days Of Summer
The bright light beams from her eyes like broken glass. Or a
broken heart, who would have guessed？ You leave me here. Beneath
my eyes I feel the tears, I hold back. I won leave this way
again. As my legs start to shake, I feel nothing. I wanted you,
I needed you, but you weren there for me this time. I won leave
this way again. You that I loved, that I needed. You weren
there. Not this time. What can I do？ I was supposed to love you.
What can I say？ I won leave. What can I do？ I was supposed to
help you. I cannot feel. Last breath I feel, warm air intake.
The last summer day, last one I take. I won leave this way. Lost
it all for you. When the shadows beam, misery remains. I won
leave this time.
6.Bleeds No More
My heart bleeds no more; now, it been turned to stone. Your
stomach feels sick for someone else. I e broken both my legs
falling for you. Drag me on the ground. Powerless I stand,
tarnished blade, cutting through, pushed into my vein. Blood
still stains my hands. Sharpening my sense of pain outside, my
heart bleeds no more. Killing everything off inside. Make sense
of everything you tried to hide, hide from me. My heart bleeds
no more; now, it been turned to stone. My stomach feels sore
from cutting up. I ruined all my sanctity for you. Smash me on
the ground. I wanted to convince myself there nothing else to
do. I wanted to. Provide you with proof of what you put me
through. I wanted to. Pretend that I was you. Killing everything
off inside. Make sense of everything you tried to hide, hide
from me. My heart bleeds no more; now, it been turned to stone.
Your stomach feels sick for someone else. I e broken both my
legs falling for you. Smash me on the ground.
7.Hear Me Out
When everyone has left me here, I l make it on my own. Just wait
and see. Maybe if you came back down, you see it happening to
you. Maybe you even care. Hear me out, I don think you l make it
out. Hear me out, see the writing on the wall. Burn your bridge
and wear your heart out on your sleeve. You know you won fool
me. You made all these promises. You broke all these promises to
me. Follow your heart this time. Did you mean all those things
you said？ Even when you said you never change. Writing you
letters you never read. Waste my breath on paper. When you
reflect do you get that feeling like you used to？ And every time
you run away. I know you still have memories. Now that you e
left. Make me feel like I gone. You did all these things I
hated.
8.The Weak And The Wounded
The end begins. I can escape as it pulls me further into
anesthesia. Tear down my sense of conviction. Corrupt my soul.
The end begins. In my eyes. In my heart. I have laid upon a
deadman bed, only to fall into a trap of lies and seduction that
rivals the greatest sense of love. Play it back until the voice
becomes just a sound. Penetrate my mind with all these images of
you. I have given up an angel kiss. Only to break apart your
path of trust and burn myself down. Struggle to the end; I scare
myself. I give it all to have it back. I could have had it all
in front of you all by myself. Love in my eyes, lust in my
heart. I made it all up. Lies, deceit empowers me, so it ends.
9.Wish I Could Forget You
You won repeat this for the rest of the crowd. I know they will
miss but you l still feel proud. Say it gold, say it fine. The
secret out that you e mine. The television radiates as the clock
ticks on and on and on？It getting too late and it time to move
on.
10.When Broken Is Easily Fixed
I can resist everything except temptation. My body breaks, but I
am still intact inside. My human instinct, I can love
unconditionally. Cross my heart and lie to you (my conscience
plagues at me, fills me with this despair) Failure within me.
Promise you and let you down (Emotion conquers my soul, robs me
of myself) Brings me to my knees. Follow me, lead you astray
(nourish myself with fear, give me the pain to fail) Loathe
myself to sleep. Your words kill me. You can breathe without
oxygen and live without sorrow. How I envy you, though pity your
ghost. Ignorance is bliss I wish I could never love you. So
ironic that a heart made by man, when broken is easily fixed.
But a human hurt can last a lifetime. Rust or decay. The fire or
the flame. You and I will lead the path to change. Pave the way.
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